Fail!

So I'm thinking WW online is not for me. I'm considering putting out the $40 a month to attend meetings. That's $10 a week. I can do that. Just wish I had someone to go with me. But if I keep thinking like that then I'll never go. I need to get over the shyness and the low self esteem and just get off my butt and attend meetings by myself. After all, I'm doing it for me, right?